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No sooner had I hit the 30 day mark and met my goal of exercising everyday in November and my motivation for going to the gym seemed to evaporate once again. Even though my goal now is to do the same thing in December, true to form, as soon as I achieve a goal my inclination is to let up on the gas.
I woke up this morning with a headache after not sleeping very well. That, coupled with my quickly waning resolve, had me seriously thinking about taking some advil and going back to bed.
I sat on the edge of the bed with Isabelle head butting me to pet her, waging the never-ending battle on whether to get up or not. I reminded myself of two things. First, if a little headache is all it takes to get me thinking about breaking my streak, what happens when I really have something come up to deal with like getting sick? Secondly, It's easy to talk big about being back on track when meeting the goal's requirements is easy. It's when things start to get hard that the real test begins.
So, I admitted that my headache was manageable and that I'm tougher than my lack of motivation and went tothe damn gym.
The thing all the exercise books and TV shows don't tell you is that every morning comes with the same battle. It never gets easier. There is always a reason to stay in bed or take it easy or slack off. There's usually only one reason to get up and go, and the battle is always whether that one reason is strong enough today. For me, it has to be.
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I got sucked into Facebook, even though I had successfully avoided it for so long (blame Eric Englehorn for getting me to try Mafia Wars, the bastard). Not that I post all that often to FB, but it seemed a bit redundant to do a blog and maintain a facebook page. I was looking around for a photo today and ended up finding here in an really old journal entry. I got to looking around and reminded myself that a/ I enjoyed posting things here, especially using it to keep track of my weight loss progress and B/ that facebook really isn't doing the job of replacing that function. So, I'm going to get back in the habit of posting here. I have no idea if anyone is ever reading this stuff, but that's not really important anyway. I also need to get back to keeping a semi-public record of my weight loss progress. Not doing that has contributed to a general slacking off. I've even gained some back. Time to reengage and refocus. Oh yeah, and I just got an iPhone, so I can post anytime, anywhere. Current Location: United States, Washington, Seattle
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6.19 — 10.2 It's been awhile — a good 3 and a half months since I've updated this journal. During that stretch, I've been sick enough twice that I was off exercising for a week each time, The Woman and I went to China for the Olympics and ended up missing 3 weeks of exercising (although we did walk our asses off, averaging 5 miles a day with a 10 mile and 15 mile day in there), and then lots of off and on exercising that added up to a dwindling routine. I decided last week that I'd had enough messing around and it was time to reboot the system. Time to get back on track. So, starting last Friday, I rebooted. No more missing workouts. Back to 7 days a week. Before the journal blackout, The Woman and I had started working with our trainer together. We're still doing that. We are with him for an hour three times a week with 45 minutes to an hour of cardio afterwards.. On the other days, we're doing an hour of cardio. I'm also rebooting my food intake. I'd let things slide a bit. The travel helped with that, but I'd started falling into the trap of allowing success to translate into a more lenient food attitude. No more of that either. I'm also rebooting this journal. It's interesting that as I let my habit of regularly writing about my progress slide, so did all the other aspects of my progress slide. So, all settings are back to zero. I still have between 60-80 pounds to lose and I mean to lose them. Tags: the scott project
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